Its been a long time since i last wrote anything on the blog. There is much to catch up on. I'll start back in December. Towards the end of December I was fully transitioned onto Prozac. Life was much better. My anxiety was in "remission" so to speak. We got to a place where It felt like coming up for air. The moment my head broke the surface and took in that sweet breath of fresh air there was a noticeable shift in my heart. Previously after Ethan was born I swore if we ever made it through the anxiety that I would never have anymore children. I couldn't put myself through that again and most of all I wanted to be healthy for my sons sake. I wasn't going to risk it. It happened almost simultaneously as the anxiety lifted. Little by little the Lord made gentle moves in my heart as he sifted through the scars of the past year. I began to think maybe. I could feel little pulls and tugs at my heart at the thought of another child. I could feel it in the subtle mentions my hopeful, yet understanding, husband would occasionally speak. I could feel it ruminate from the joy that my sweet little boy brought us. And finally by the end of December the Lord had brought my heart to a place of full healing. I longed to add another child to our family. The desire was as strong as when we decided to have our first. And so that brings us to spring....
Spring has sprung.
And with it,
New Life...
Baby Whitman number 2 is due October 12th 2016 💝
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